okey so today is tuesday the 21 st of july!!
almost half way into sumemr break!! omg its going by so fast. im kina sad ebcause i have wasted my summer till this day trying to get to my goal weight and its just been a roller coaster. im just taking it day by day instead of worrying so mucha bout the future. the truth of the matter si that i dont have a guarantee on my next breath so im gonna live life to the fullest. sometimes it does get hard because i get so caught up only thinking about what i want to look like sadly i forget a lot of things and i get very lazy about cleaning and everything. i relaly dont know when this is gonna end but im on the right track to fixing it so thats a good thing. this morning i weighed 112-113 pounds. im not dissapointed because i ahve been slacking a little bit. i dont know how much weight i can lose in the next two days befoer the which is on the 23 rd so im scared. i promised myself last year that i would look really good whn beach time comes around but that has not happned and in two days nothing is goign to change i guess i have to accept reality and stop trying to do everything the easy way out. looks arent everything so wish me luck :)
"A journey of a thousand miles started with one tiny step" -Confuscious
look forward :)
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