BINGED!

oh my god i binged so much i had liek 5 slices of bread with peanut butter and omg im so mad now im freaking out i think im goign to gain all teh weight i lost. im kins on the "i give up " bus now. i go to the beach on thursday and thats exactly 1 day away and im so not ready. im not happy with my body but the good thing is taht i am learning to accept it and take it day by day but i jsut really hope i dont gain weight again ahh i dont want to go higger than 114 thats crossing the line. i dont know what has gotten into me i lost all the determinations its sad. i just binged and now its late so i have to sleep. i have no choice i cant workout now :((