ms. layla left today about 1 hour ago she spent the night on friday and saturday and today is sunday so she left. it was great we had a lot of great talks we watched the tyler perry the dairy of a mad balck woman play wow it was so moving and excellent. so now shes gone and depressed because she going to be lonly. she brought us milk and it was fresh and nice :)
yea sice she came the diet plan kina was non esistant and i didnt binge but i ate normally.
today im set on my goal i havent ate anything bad yet im good up to now. today dad asked me to go to chinas and i said NO and there was a little argument over that but teddy ended up going to yea... im all alone depressed and lonly. li miss the dieting days when i used to be so excited to see how much weight i lost that morning and all teh determination now its gone and i have gained all the weight andeven more back.. i think im like 120 ahhhh
! but im not mad or anything just takin it day by day. tomorrow im supposed to chill with lizzie and saleena. outside liek the olden days. wow those were the days :)
"A journey of a thousand miles started with one tiny step" -Confuscious
look forward :)
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