HURT

yeah it hurts
all the things you siad
are gone now
im not trying to make a big deal
im sorry if it seems that way
i cant help that .
its just because i care
how muchdo i care
call it love ?
you say you wanna be friends
you said if we kept what we had
we would be fine
but you took that away
you forgot me
and didnt put the effort to even say hi
all the accusations i faced
saying i will change
who changed now ?
you say you need your space
balancing dad with ur love
never seemsed so hard
its as if im stress free
but i have my self like never before
i hope you can balance your life
i wish you the best
im sure you want the best
but were not clicking here
i give my self a pat on the shoulder
for all i gave up cuz it was right at the time
but damn all the pictures
all the words are gone :(
everything happnes for a reason
10 years from now i will be sitting
laughing at this
for that to happen
i need to feel the pain
pircing thru my thinest parts
when you are finnaly ready im sorry
i cant be there
all the work on balancing
will go down the drain
cuz u will be missing me
dont feel bad then
its not you
but its good for us
thank you for teaching me about my self
i need to get past my fears and burst thru
and you have helped with that
i just cant take the pain
i never knew i cared so much
about you
i guess those nights i
got confused was because i wanted to hide the love
not feel the pain
this time pain out weighed the love
we once had.
are you still sure your feeling will never change ?
im not accusing you
for im not perfect
but i say to you
if you are ever going to tell a girl
i vow to let go
of all the bitterness
and hatred
funny thing is you wont find a gal like me
and YES when your 16 and somebody tells
you they love you
your gonna belive them :(
oh well

love and pain
the pain out weighs
i want to be free
clean , i got goals to fulfill
were at cross roads here
you are different now
its as if i no longer am the
girl you tried to marry
i told you it was too good to early
to be true !
still in your hear
i hope you dont hold me there
cuz i gone
and i dont want you
to feel the pain i hvae
im not balming you
ur an awsome guy
but rite now
i cant real with
the pin in left with
i have found pain and love dont mix
rite now i need to be alone
its better for us to stop talking at all
your vocie reminds me
of the pain
or the crries that filled gallons
maybe someday we can be best friends
yeah not now i love you
even it hurtsim sensetive and it hurt
when all you said was same
if it a girl that got your head confused
tell i said hi
and that your a great guy
id otn know why i cant thisw ay
but i do
if love is born from suffering
dont want it