3 Days of Completly raw.

I dont want to feel bad for my failures they are what will take me to my ultimate dream.
I dont want to say cooked for is poison because i still need more reaserch and detoxing of my mind i guess. I have ate it all my life it not goign to be easy as pie to switch to raw foods but i know its now or never. I cant keep on stuffing my face gaining weight. I also have a bad habit of putting things off and never facing them liek homework or eating i just tell my self just this time.
I know as long as i do that i wont reach my full potential. I get so sad and depressed mainly because of the decisions i make. Its funny. my blog really helps me thought on writing out my feeling and my goals. It helps me think more which i wouldnt do if i wasnt writing.
Trying to go raw for 3 days now because i tried 7 and i stopped at the end of day 2.
so today is sunday so today, monday and tuesday i will be ceompletly raw until wedneseday morning then thats when it counts as if i finished the 3 days. Baby steps are right for me. I always try to go big and all out and nothing gets accomplished.( as in i never finish the days)!