Attached to food.

food. food. food.
never thought it was a big deal until recently.
it runs my life and i dont want it to
i understand that i need it but i want to eat better.
each time i try i fail. yes i have accomplished some things.
but im far from where i want to be. I have no clue how ill
be raw for a long time to even feel the differce. I know i can
do it and im making it a big deal. Its one simple rule. Feel that
pain and win it or give in to the pain and lose it! there are other
factors that decide my ultimate sucess like where my mind is
my reason for trying to go raw. I belive that i know why i want to
and that is to feel the difference and get healthyer. It is just
way too much sometimes. Im tired of failing giving in.
Im weak to the bones .
the most stressful thing is that i want it badly
i want to have sucess and beat temptation
others do it way better than me sometimes i
might as well not try because it like i get no where.!
when will i get there ?