Raw opening up Ways!

I did not make it to day 7 of 100 % raw foods. it was my first day i last almost 2 full days. I expiranced craving liek no other. all veggies became unsatifying to me. so i ate all the stuff i though i nedded and missed. I slept early that night but in the morning i was so dizzy and so tired in school i was tired and i didnt feel like myself. Another issue also arose. throughout this whole process i had forgoten my faith and what i live for for raw foods. Its a good thing that i want to take care of my body and take resposibility and be alert for god but i dont spend almost anytime. I pray at night , stopped prayer in the morning, i barely read the bible like i used to , im not so giddy about my bff(god) anymore. I love this raw thing though its changing my life showing things im missing. I just need to fix my attitude about everything. i need to put more work in school and i have been slacking because of anthony and then at the end of the quartor i just became extemly lazy and fed up with being wirthdraw form the world. I tried goign raw i guess too much and it affected my school and faith. I want to balance it all. IM natuarally a very stressed person and too much anxiety i need to relax and let thing happen. I really want to eat better. I guess i got attacked to the idea of "being Raw", yes its a great acccomplishment but to me whats importnatnt is taking it slowly so that everything is a smooth transition.I need to forgive myself for letting myself go and I need to stop rebelling so much and binging after i fall off a wagon. Not good! So now im trying to go raw for 3 days !
I can do this because its short i guess i can add on more days and then try cooked food again to see its affect an what i like and dont like then go vegan for a while. I know being a vegitarian is no issue.Another interesting thing i found out about my self is that i go on these Magical challenges and im all optemistic then after i fail i binge so much and eat so bad after. I realized that my mind isnt in the right mind set. Theres nothing wrong with that i iwll grow but i need to see raw food as good food taht really is good for me and tha ti really need. I cant just give up everything when i fall of the wagon thats imature.