Dumping the past

Dad got me all the grocery i possible can need.
Today was an amazing day. I did my homework fast without wasting soo much time as always i also did the air climber "super 7 Pump" it was great. I noticed my attitude was good even thought it was painfull at time i never thought i would stop anything i knew i could do it and i didnt modify anything now. I Ate more babanas than i would have liked but i was so hugry at least i didnt go to cooked food.:) for the first time i feel like i can really go 100 % raw for a long time. Working out is key and not being too stressed with school as a result of procrastination really is so important. Also im happy becsue i have this day to be healthy and learn something new. Im letting go of the old and in starting new. trying to forget my past and my failures because after all everyday is new and its never ever too late to get on the right path. I really have changed now that i think about it i am so much more positive and im not scared of challenges anymore i actually like them and my life from the high i get from accomplishing things. I have been doing great in school, trying to fix my love life and what i put into my body and the whole process of that really has cnahnged my life. I will never be the same. I may ignore what i learned but deep inside my heart has been cracked open and new possiblities are flowing in. I never knew that i would wake up one day and i would be a new person. Its really evident to me now that you dont know what you are missing intil you taste somehting better. i have really changed, recently i have been trying to put god first because i found i wasnt doing that and i got cought up with school and the whole raw movement but still he loved me and forgave me actually i hadnt seen a dream from him in a while na di did the other day and i was so happy. He wants fellowship with me and wants me to seek him more so he can tell me and reveal more of himself. I dont want to make going raw a chore of something painfull i want to make very change in my life positive and i want to accompish all my goals looking at them as good things for me not just things i have to do. For what i dond get i will ask god for his light to lead me. I want to be blind being lead by god. I sing i will lift my eyes to the maker of the mountains i cant climb, i will lift my eyes to the calmer of the oceans raging wild i will lift my eyes to the healer of the hurt i hold inside. I will lift my eyes lift my eyes for you ♥

**** You know what ever i try to do if im not connected to it in the right mind set, if god isnt first, if he isnt invoved, if i dont let the pain purify me, if i dont see the poitive side of it and if i dont foucus on it, ill never reach the end! Change is good and painfull because it is what you are used to but when you start detoxing you rlife inside out not only what you put into your body but everyhting, you will shine with glory, i can see a great wave coming to sweep you off your feet liek you saw in your dream. you will enjoy wonderfull hapiness for a long time and you will never be the same and all this is possible by the hands of god ♥**** DARE TO BELIVE IT