look forward :)

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

DETOXING SHIT!


to detox my body and to get rid of cravings i need to detox
i know it may not be too pleasent but im researching today
so that starting tomorrow i can eat 100 % raw half day wednesday
then im water fasting for 3 days. Im trying to make it religioues. I know that i keep saying oh maybe this raw thing isnt for me i will maybe do it later. Truth is i know that i can not even bear to live with admiting that raw food aint for me. I would be so depressed. I know i can do it and im not giving up with out a fight. IM detoxing and thats it !
maybe i need to include god in this for it to work. lmao no wonder everything fails without him. The thing is i know that if i give in i wont like it later on and i know cravings are tests and i can overcome them but i guess im scared to deal with emotions rising to the surface. Im not getting super excited and all because i know once i get into it its gonna be hard and a real test of my faith. you know what i will god this is for him. for me to detox shit and he will be a part of it becaus he promised. ill reasearch on it tonight and let in in on it. till then take care and smile. life is hella short.♥♥♥

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