♥THE BEST ME I CAN BE ♥

The last month my klife has not been easy nor the same.
Oh man sitting here i get the chills thinking about it because
i have always serched for that higer level of hapiness with every aspect of
my life.I have prayed to to open and senstive to new things and i cant not
tell you how much raw food has changed my life. I ahve tried going 100 % raw and
i have failed several times but it okey because thats part of the process and i enjoy learning
from my mistakes i love having being challenged and i love accomplishing new goals and reaching
new Levels. Im naturally a very competetive person and i am blessed to know that i stive for the best i dont settle for less and i fall so many times but i get up maybe slow at times but i keep trying. I can be negative and say FML sometimes but deep inside i know thats no way to be. Life is too short and i cant let it pass by without me getting in the middle and being drenched. What im saying now is the words of my life. No other thing can rise above what i feel right now. for the first time i discovered these people with so much joy and love and the interesing thing is that they used to be over weight depressed and sluggish now they are at the top of their game and when i see that i cant walk away. there are some who can see that and say og good for them but being the person that i am i cant walk away without having a little taste. I sart being 100 % raw and by the third day when feeling rise to the surface i complain of too much homework, cravings and i say its okey you can start again when really i cant keep giving in. at times i feel week because i am unable to ride out the pain.I know most times that the hunger will go away if i deal with it in a positive way. I dont even enjoy eating cooked processed food anymore and i just eat it becuse physologically i feel entitled to eating cooked food andi can understand i mean thats what i have ate all my life and the thought of sticking to veggies and frutis for ever seems very overwhelming at times but then when i look back on the people who have changed their lives i see that they had the same issues as i but chose to stick to their plan and thats what i plan to do. i need to have better faith in myself. I know i can do it and i just see victory. I try not to define what i want to do too much i just want to try being 100 % raw which makes sense. If i dont try being raw for an extended amount of time there is no way i can build confidence and really be able to compare but i know that at least i will stick to being high raw.