Learning to be patient ( Best day of my life)

Life,

...You know its that four letter word that no one understands, But you try and you try and with every opportnity, challenge you grow and you start to learn more about yourself. There are times you will feel
so heart broken and the tears flow as if they would never stop.And then there are times you are in awe and everything is perfect. Its such a roller coaster ride. As for me , to be honest it has been unreal. Reflecting back on where i have come from and where i am it makes me very happy and greatful. I have grown so much and thinking about growing and learning a billion times more before all this is over is astounding. but most of all i have learned that love is the language. You know i really thought about it and i said to myself "Betty when all this is over do you know for a fact that you would look back and be happy with what you made out of your life?" taht question is probably the most serioues question alive. We try so hard to find happiness and love. That what we all strive for. The drug addict, the shopaholic, the president, the little child, the mother, the father, the world. What ever you do do it because you love it and do it for you. Be open about every, every opportunity you get even when it seems so hard and there is nothing to take from it. Simple things are so beautiful like the sigh of a mother and her child laying on a grassy hill adn the suns bright and they are surrounded by lillies. Nothing matter when you are in that moment. Live life to love. To give . I know it hurts and its not the easiest thing in the world and its so easy to be selfish but you try your best. We are little babies in this life and we run around thinking we know it all but we know so little. After a while of trying a billion things you realize that there is no destination. Its one big journy called life that you gotta take day by day becuse you dont know when its going to be your last.challenges come and you try your best and you may fail but there are many more chances and when they do come i hope you look back and say. I have come father than before. Because how can you measure sucess ? you cant. its an ongoing thing so if you gt a little farther this time then you have done your job. No need to beat yourself up over it. you try and you learn and you may think you are some human out of a million but you are special and you have a purpose. god has a plan for your life. Please if you take one thing form all this remember to live your life with love. Whatever you do do it in love. So when you lay in bed at night you can say i did my best today. you learn to be patient because you approach every day and every second with a positive outlook. then everything seems fine. the waves crash a little lighter and you feel the breeze a little more.
every challnge and journy has a life of its own and you can only present what you are capable of at that specific time but as time passes and you get stronger than before you look back to say hey im getting a little better now. you cant beat up your slef for what you have failed to do. this is not an excuse to be lazy and fail but if you relaly try and you falll. get back up and look at the rainbow and know that its ok. and you learn to accept you place in life and you learn to love it. every moment is beautiful. suddenly when you think its all over and your hurt is too great to change you look up to see a rinbow. each color represting hope, life, and beauty and courage. at that moment everything changes and you realize that its not about trying to get somewhere where you can be repelant to hurt , its about the right now! and even though your heart hurts tears start to fall because you feel happy and loved. see life is not about trying to get to a place where you will be happy and perect. the winds move and they will shake you till youroutta this place so make the most of every cahnce you get and most of all be thankful for what you have been given ,for what you ahve learned and the people you have been blessed enough to meet .learn to smile. every moment can be a little better and your place in life can be a little bit more confertable but you learn that you can be happy in the midst of chaos. Because there is hope and there is beauty. This is all a beautiful journy that makes you who ou are. Everything you do changes you and it sabout focusing on the little details and taking it day by day. hey , the i see a rainbow dont you ? :)



source- i saw the bachlerotte when ali sent christ home and how he handeled it was soooo beautiful and inspiring and at the end he saw a rainbow and his mom told him to look out for a rainbow becuase that was a sign of her looking over him. He said i know my mom is looking down at me saying christ well done. its moments like this that change you life and it changed mine forever jsut by watching it. i felt so heart broken for him , my heart just went out to him. but you see you can be heart and you can still learn to move on.